Am I Diagnosed With Depression?

I crave crying uncontrollably a considerable measure when I stroll into a room or open up a page about murder or when my educator says I got the most noteworthy stamp in class and so forth. I’ve never extremely thought of it as however, I feel as if all expectation is gone and life’s not worth living any longer. Here and there I simply need to get a knife…and put it all on the line.
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Is this a condition or is it basically me being pitiful? It’s a sort of thing that just remains. I’ve not spent a night without sobbing for as long as the month…

Is it a condition? In the event that it is, the place would I be able to get free help?

thank you?